omg, im so confuised. To base my life around this movie that largely influenced my childhood. To now hear the totaro theme song that has long played the ringer on my mobile phone. Im now haunted, GOD WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN INVOLVED IN! I cannot sleep or eat, i feel sick. My life a mystery, my hopes and dreams sinking into the mud on some horrid veitnam war feild with the rotting bodys of troubled children. It feels as though my mind has turned against it self. Suicidal thoughts, troubled troubled troubled. I cant sleep, i cant eat. My children's eyes now burn cigarette like burns through what is left of my timid soul. Me just seeking releife, this delutional oasis turned me out on some increpid drug, some terrible addiction to the fantasys of dried blood and gouged memberless victums of some other tribe stalking my ansesters though the land of theirs, infecting my DNA to send shivers up and down the crumbling pole i once called my spine. Does anyone have any idea what it feels like to clutch your head just begging your self to get a grip while your once beloved wife and children stand beside you crying, oh jesus, oh allah, oh buddha, is there anyone out there?