-- RAT's Field -- Thảo nguyên của RAT

Say, i have a question and i'd like to let you handle it privately

Are you Mr.willwin ?

 

--Nhật kí--​

Một khoảng lặng dường như là vĩnh viễn.

Khi Con Thú chờ đợi vị khách thiết thân, người bạn vẫn luôn sát cánh cùng nó từ nhỏ đến lớn ghé thăm thảo nguyên, tâm sự mọi điều trên trời dưới đất, chứ không thấu hiểu mà im im không bao giờ nói ra một điều như Cá Voi trong biển hồ mênh mông xanh biếc ngay cạnh.

Một người bạn chia sẻ mọi thứ cùng Con Thú, từ chút cỏ mượt mà ngào ngạt hương thơm đến bóng mát Cây Ngàn Năm những trưa nắng hè, và hơn thế nữa là cả thảo nguyên luôn xanh tươi dưới bầu trời rộng lớn vô bờ đầy trăng sao và gió lộng.

Một khoảng lặng để Con Thú có thể thấu hiểu được cảm xúc dâng trào khi được gặp lại người bạn thân thiết sau bao năm xa cách.

--End--

--Music Room--

From Yesterday

He's a stranger to some
And a vision to none
He can never get enough,
Get enough of the world

For a fortune he'd quit
But it's hard to admit
How it ends and begins
On his face is a map of the world
(A map of the world)
On his face is a map of the world
(A map of the world)
From yesterday, it's coming!
From yesterday, the fear!
From yesterday, it calls him
But he doesn't want to read the message here

On a mountain he sits, not of gold but of shit
through the blood he can learn, see the life that it turn
From council of one
He'll decide when he's done with the innocent

On his face is a map of the world
(A map of the world)
On his face is a map of the world
(A map of the world)

From yesterday, it's coming!
From yesterday, the fear!
From yesterday, it calls him
But he doesn't want to read the message here
But he doesn't want to read the message here
But he doesn't want to read the message here
But he doesn't want to read the message here

On his face is a map of the world

From yesterday, it's coming!
From yesterday, the fear!
From yesterday, it calls him
But he doesn't want to read the message here
From yesterday,
From yesterday,
From yesterday, the fear
From yesterday,
From yesterday
But he doesn't want to read the message here




Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you




Fergalicious

Fergalicious
Will I Am]
Listen up ya'll, Cuz this is it
The beat that I'm bangin' is de-li-cious

[Fergie]
Fergalicious definition make them boys go loco
They want my treasure so they get their pleasures from my photo
You could see you, you can't squeeze me
I ain't easy, I ain't sleazy
I got reasons why I tease 'em
Boys just come and go like seasons

[Hook]
Fergalicious (Fergalicious)
But I ain't promiscuous
And if you was suspicious
All that shit is fictitious
I blow kisses (mmmwwahhh)
That puts them boys on rock, rock
And they be lining down the block just to watch what I got (four, tres, two, uno)

[Chorus]
So delicious (It's hot, hot)
So delicious (I put them boys on rock, rock)
So delicious (they wanna slice of what I got)
Fergalicious (t-t-t-t-t-tasty, tasty)

[Verse 2]
Fergalicious def-, Fergalicious def-, Fergalicious def- [def fading echo]
Fergalicious definition make them boys go crazy
They always claim they know me
Comin' to me call me Stacy (Hey Stacy)
I'm the F to the E, R, G the I the E
And can't no other lady put it down like me

[Hook]
I'm Fergalicious (so delicious)
My body stay vicious
I be up in the gym just working on my fitness
He's my witness (oooh wee)
I put yo' boy on rock rock
And he be lining down the block just to watch what I got (four, tres, two, uno)

[Chorus]
So delicious (It's hot, hot)
So delicious (I put them boys on rock, rock)
So delicious (they wanna slice of what I got)
Fergalicious (hold hold hold hold hold up, check it out)

[Vamp]
Baby, baby, baby
If you really want me
Honey get some patience
Maybe then you'll get a taste
I'll be tasty, tasty, I'll be laced with lacey
It's so tasty, tasty, It'll make you crazy

[Will I Am]
T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the, to the, to the, hit it Fergie

[Fergie]
***

All the time I turn around always brotha's gather round always looking at me up and down looking at my
(uuhh)
I just wanna say it now I ain't tryin to round up drama little mama I don't wanna take your man
And I know I'm comin off just a little bit conceited and I keep on repeating how the boys wanna eat it
But I'm tryin' to tell, that I can't be treated like clientele
Cuz' they say she

[Hook]
Delicious (So delicious)
But I ain't promiscuous
And if you was suspicious
All that shit is fictitious
I blow kisses (mmmwwahhh)
That puts them boys on rock, rock
And they be lining down the block just to watch what I got (got, got, got)
Four, tres, two, uno
My body stay vicious
I be up in the gym just working on my fitness
He's my witness (oooh wee)
I put yo' boy on rock rock
And he be lining down the block just to watch what I got (four, tres, two, uno)

[Chorus]
So delicious (aye, aye, aye, aye)
So delicious (aye, aye, aye, aye)
So delicious (aye, aye, aye, aye)
I'm Fergalicious, t-t-t-t-t tasty, tasty

It's so delicious (aye, aye, aye, aye)
So delicious (aye, aye, aye, aye)
So delicious (aye, aye, aye, aye)
I'm Fergalicious, t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t-t (aye, aye, aye, aye)

[Will I Am]
T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A, to the S T E Y girl you tasty
T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A, to the, to the (four, tres, two, uno)
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the L I C I O U S to the
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the, to the, to the (four, tres, two, uno)

T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty
T to the A to the S T E Y girl you tasty, T to the A, to the, four, tres, two, uno
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the L I C I O U S to the
D to the E to the L I C I O U S, to the D to the E to the, to the, to the, to the, to the.....




Forever And One

What can I do?
Will I be getting through?
Now that I must try
to leave it all behind

Did you see
What you have done to me
So hard to justify
Slowly is passing by

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was triyng
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide
your lies, your lies

Here I am
Seeing you once again
My mind's so far away
My heart's so close
to stay
Too proud to fight
I'm walking back into night
Will I ever find
Someone to believe?

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
your lies




Do You Know (The Ping Pong Song)

And do you know
Do you know,

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you...
If you just don't talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.

Do you know

Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never happened to me.

Do you know

But after this episode I don't see, you could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know,
Do you know, Do you know....



--End--

--Logean's Room--​

I am Mr. Flying Fly, as ya could see

And no word in this poem's written carelessly, so ya should read carefully

Endless Infernum in One
(Inspired from my fic : Events of Death : The Second Event : Endless Infernum)

"Steel thy soul, the fallen one"
"As there's no hope from anywhere
Scene of dark depths bestowed his eyes
No escape for a Fallen One."

"Tere would be thou on this cliff"
"No stairs, no wings nor hopes can reach me
Thy shall fall far therfaith sky
No way out for the liar of death"

"No ones be with thou, liar"
"Just as me respected no others but selves
There's no truth in any lies would take
No reasons why the liar be excused"

"Tis is why, thy soul's caged
As there's no wings for yi to fly
End the dark in the endless truth
Me fear not the blame of thou"

"No truth, no lies, no even fate
Not known why just truth is good"
"In the thy shall good bad nor lie
Yi can learn nothing from Infernum"

"Steel thy soul, till thou fear not
nei obvilion nor hell, the Lost Thou"
"No ending for the glimpse of death
Th'me escaped by ending my life"

"Thy exists, the Soul of Steel
W'ere no lives k'an kover the th'ruth"
"Scene of death wouldn't be escaped itself
There's no death for a truly soul"

"Te shoul of death, te after life
Thou creates ways for thyself loot
Where no words changes the freedom thy
Yis free fo al eternity"

"When all chains are gone shot
Would thy soul blessed by th'me
Turning back from all the past
Yi say love me, for eternity"

"I the divine one of yours
Shall bestow you nothing but love
There's no stop for evelasting love
No truth or lies can break in

For that you've tried so hard to speak
The Human's tongue you hate
I shall bless you with tis
I love you so much, my dear."



--End of Logean's Room--​

 

--Nhật kí--​

Nơi người bạn thiết thân gặp gỡ Con Thú.

Ngày Con Thú hạnh phúc nhân thêm nhiều hơn vì hội ngộ bạn thân.

Là một khoảng khắc dường như đã ngưng đọng cả thời gian, để chờ đợi một làn gió mới, sắp thổi qua cả thảo nguyên vẫn luôn xanh mượt tràn đầy hương thơm Thảo Hương.

Khi Cá Voi vẫn đang lặng lẽ phun nước phào phào nhìn Con Thú lặng im không nói đứng cạnh Bạn Thân.

Tất cả rồi sẽ bắt đầu.

Lại một lần nữa.

--End--

--Music Room--

Too Little Too Late

Come with me
stay the night
you say the words but boy it don't feel right
what do you expect me to say?
You know it's just too little too late
You take my hand
and you say you've changed
but boy you know your begging don't fool me
because to you it's just a game
You know it's just too little too late

So let me on down
cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
your chance has come and gone
and you know

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
and I can't wait
boy you know all the right things to say
you know it's just too little too late
You say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just like the chase
to be real it doesn't matter anyways
You know it's just too little too late

yeah yeah it's just too little too late

I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
and now you wanna communicate
You know it's just too little too late

Go find someone else
in letting you go I'm loving myself
you got a problem
but don't come asking me for help
Cause you know

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
and I can't wait
boy you know all the right things to say
you know it's just too little too late
You say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just like the chase
to be real it doesn't matter anyways
You know it's just too little too late

I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give(I have so much to give)
with a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live

Oooh no it's just too little too late yeah

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
and I can't wait
boy you know all the right things to say
you know it's just too little too late
You say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just like the chase
to be real it doesn't matter anyways
You know it's just too little too late
you know it's just too little too late

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
and I can't wait
boy you know all the right things to say
you know it's just too little too late
You say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just like the chase
to be real it doesn't matter anyways
You know it's just too little too late




Toxic

Baby, can’t you see
I’m calling
A guy like you
Should wear a warning
It’s dangerous
I’m fallin’

There’s no escape
I can’t hide
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You’re dangerous
I’m lovin’ it

Too high
Can’t come down
Losing my head
Spinning ‘round and ‘round
Do you feel me now

With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic

It’s getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil cup
Slowly
It’s taking over me

Too high
Can’t come down
It’s in the air
And it’s all around
Can you feel me now

With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You’re toxic
I’m slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic

Don't you know that you're toxic

With a tast of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic
I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic

Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
I think I'm ready now
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I'm ready now




Flying Without Wings
For the one who's flying so high

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as it may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
At any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
and you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings




Far Away From Home

I am loving living every single day but sometimes I feel so.
I hope to find a little peace of mind and I just want to know.
And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.
Where is home on the Milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again.

In my dreams I am not so far away from home.
What am I in a world so far away from home.
All my life all the time so far away from home.
Without you I will be so far away from home.

If we could make it through the darkest night we have a brighter day.
The world I see beyond your pretty eyes, makes me want to stay.
And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.
Where is home on the Milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again.

In my dreams I am not so far away from home.
What am I in a world so far away from home.
All my life all the time so far away from home.
Without you I will be so far away from home.

I count on you, no matter what they say, cause love can find it time.
I hope to be a part of you again, baby let us shine.
And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.
Where is home on the Milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again.

In my dreams I am not so far away from home.
What am I in a world so far away from home.
All my life all the time so far away from home.
Without you I will be so far away from home.

In my dreams I am not so far away from home.
What am I in a world so far away from home.
All my life all the time so far away from home.
Without you I will be so far away from home.




The Kill

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Kill
Break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

Kill
Break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Kill
Break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break...?



--End--

--Logean's Room--​

Yes, I gonna shoot you badly in the ass

--End of Logean's Room--​

 

Hell man, i'd say that each stanza of your poem bring no separate meaning, i read more carefully than you recommend, but i discover that each line you wrote have totally different meaning when i match the message in it.

Well, except the first stanza it's quite good for me, i like it

keep it up this way ^^

(Listen to your lame music chart again )

 

--Nhật kí--​

Lại một ngày nữa trôi qua, người bạn thân nhất vẫn chưa nói gì mà chỉ bình thản ngắm cảnh, ngửi hương và đón gió tại thảo nguyên.

Con Thú vẫn cứ chờ đợi, vì người bạn này đối với nó vô cùng quan trọng, bởi vậy nếu chỉ phải chờ đợi 3 ngày, đối với nó có lẽ cũng chẳng là một sự mất mát gì lớn cho lắm, khi mà nó vẫn luôn bình thản vô tư tồn tại trên đời không biết đến sự gì.

Gặm cỏ.

--End--

--Music Room--

Because You Live

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live




Big Girls Don't Cry

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da




Under Attack
or Under Attack


Today our fellow citizens, our way of life, our very freedom came under attack in a series of deliberate, and deadly, terrorist acts.

The jets, fuelled for cross country flights were filled with tens of thousands of gallons of volitile fuel... They were literally flying bombs.

OH MY GOD!!

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

A second airplane! a 727 just rammed into the building!

Oh another one just hit, something else just hit, a very large plane (oh my) just flew directly over my building.

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing

Make no mistake, the United States will hunt down, and punish those responsible for these cowardly acts.

One second after the sound started, there was gray smoke and what looked to be, like confetti flying all over the place...

The enormity of the situation today is just ... well it was just incredible.


this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/I can't seem
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

In a matter of seconds, the skyscraper collapsed... And was gone.

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

Half of the 400 firefighters that first reached the scene, may be dead.

Thousands of lives were suddenly ended by evil, despicable acts of terror.

10,000 people in each tower would typically be in there on a normal business day, and we get about another 5,000 visitors during the course of the entire day, so by 8.30 - 9.00 o'clock the building should have been full.

Terrorism has been alive and well throughout the rest of the world for a very very long time now, and you can point to as many different places and its come to our shores BIG TIME NOW, we need to understand that.

discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how I can't seem...

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

This is it, oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, no!

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

(consuming/confusing what is real
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/confusing what is real) *meanwhile:*

America was targeted for attack because we are the brightest beacon for freedom, and opportunity in the world, and noone will keep that light from shining. This is one of the darkest days in American history, and it's an on-going nightmare but we will get through this, our freedoms will be intact and the spirit of this country will be stronger than ever.

Terrorist attacks can shake the foundations of our biggest buildings, but they cannot touch the foundation of America. These acts shatter steel, but they cannot dent the steel of American resolve. These acts of mass murder were intended to frighten our nation into chaos and retreat, but they have failed, our country is strong...



Really like this song.


--End--

--Logean's Room--​

Ya shodda say that, so I wodda limit my moves here also, since she's gone 2 months to practice her skills in order to graduate; I will limit a lot so that she won't be confused with tons of music, images and daily diary when she return.

Still I will post any poem I have, as soon as possible.

--End of Logean's Room--​

 

Nothing else could be better than rock ballad.

You've shown up so well by the song "forever and one", i honor your music list from now on and want to contribute with you, in the future

A tale that wasn't right

Here I stand all alone
Have my mind turned to stone
Have my heart filled up with ice
To avoid it's breakin' twice

Thank to you, my dear old friend
But you can't help, this is the end
Of a tale that wasn't right
I won't have no sleep tonight

[Chorus]
In my heart, in my soul
I really hate to pay this toll
Should be strong, young and bold
But the only thing I feel is pain

It's alright, we'll stay friends
Trustin' in my confidence
And let's say it's just alright
You won't sleep alone tonight

[Chorus]

[Solo]
[Mike]

With my heart, with my soul
Some guys cry you bought and sold
They've been strong, young and bold
And they say, play this song again


If I Knew

[Music: Weikath/Lyrics: Weikath]

Loneliness seems like an evil dream
But reality is life and life is here
Once my heart was ruled by emptiness
Harmed because of being too sincere

But now that you've crossed my way
Could it be we found it again

If I knew that I'm your only one
I could live and make it through time
But if one day you'd just be gone
I wouldn't know how to ever get by

How can I make you feel secure
We're both the same, I'm king and you are queen
Understand you make me breathe again
Tell me all your thoughts and I will see

Take my hand and we'll be there
Together, someday, somewhere

[Chorus]

[Repeat Chorus]

I wouldn't know how to ever get by
I wouldn't know how to ever get by
I would simply break down and cry


If I could fly

If I Could Fly

No fear, no pain
Nobody left to blame
I'll try alone
Make destiny my own
I learn to free my mind
Myself I now must find
Once more
Once more

If I could fly
Like the king of the sky
Could not tumble nor fall
I would picture it all
If I could fly
See the world through my eyes
Would not stumble nor fail
To the heavens I sail
If I could fly

So here I am
In solitude I stand
I've got dreams inside
I need to realize
My faith has grown
No fear of the unknown
No more
No more

If I could fly
Like the king of the sky
Could not tumble nor fall
I would picture it all
If I could fly
See the world through my eyes
Would not stumble nor fail
I could ravage my jail
If I could fly
​

All those are fantastic for metal


Time for poetry as usual ^^, this is a whinning one so if can't bear it just close your eyes tight man

Was not right, neither wrong


Was not right, neither wrong
We're apart for our hearts were not strong
Why so fast, like a storm
We breath even our hearts were painfully torn

This eternal misery is my life
And these tears find nowhere else to hide
We were hurt, deep inside
May i doubt that can we ever comfortably die ?

Can the blade end this regret ?
The remorse beat i shall rip out from my chest
Memories that i will never forget
To recall, i have no more peace to rest

My soul, the broken window
Outside the dark cloud rise for tomorrow
Weeping alone, young crow of sorrow
Wish it didn't burn down the precious meadow

Was not right, neither wrong
Now our hearts are old and forlorn
We can't cry, but silently mourn
To the grave, these pain will forever be gone​

 

Đây là bài viết của ngày hôm qua. Vì một lý do không rõ, bài viết tuy đã được post lên nhưng khi chủ topic kiểm tra lại thì không thấy đâu. Vì lí do đó, xin được post lại bài post của ngày hôm qua.

--Nhật kí--​

Cuối cùng thì sau 3 ngày đầy lặng lẽ sâu sắc những suy tư và chờ đợi, Bạn Thân cũng đã mở miệng nói vài lời, trước một Con Thú đang háo hức đợi chờ những câu chuyện và niềm vui, trong gió mát nhạt mùi Thảo Hương pha lẫn chút nắng vàng nhạt, dưới trời xanh thẳm chạm màu xanh lá mát rượi thảo nguyên ở chân trời. Sóng biển hồ động một chút rồi lại tĩnh lặng ngay. Cá Voi vẫn lặng lẽ ngắm nhìn đôi bạn, lượn lờ qua lại kiếm chút gì ăn uống qua ngày.

"Tôi là một con người, bởi vậy tôi thuộc về thế giới mà con người sống."

"Khi tôi gặp cậu, một sinh vật hoàn toàn thuộc về tự nhiên vô tư êm đềm sống qua ngày nhởn nhơ, tôi chỉ muốn có một chút thưởng ngoạn và so sánh về lẽ tự nhiên sinh diễn và nhân sinh chuyển hóa có khác nhau đến như thế nào."

"Qua 3 ngày, tuy không có gì gọi là nhiều thời gian, nhưng tôi cũng đã nhận ra được một điều : mọi thứ trên thế gian này chẳng qua cũng chỉ từ một nguồn, khả dĩ có khác thì chỉ khác biệt đôi chút, hễ có nhận ra thì cũng chỉ là phiến diện. Vạn vật tồn sinh diễn dịch chỉ trong tầm mắt hạn hẹp thì không có gì gọi là sinh thế."

"Nhưng tôi vốn dĩ là kẻ tạo ra hoàn cảnh, là kẻ kiến tạo nên mọi thứ để tôi sinh tồn, chứ không phải là kẻ để cho hoàn cảnh khiến sai. Cậu thì khác, cậu vốn nhởn nhơ vô tư yên bình qua ngày, không chút đấu tranh xung đột để sinh tồn; khả dĩ có khác, chắc cũng chỉ ở cách sống."

"Nhưng cả hai chúng ta, và cả bạn Cá Voi đằng xa kia kìa, cũng chỉ có cùng một mục tiêu duy nhất : được sống yên bình hạnh phúc và được thỏa nguyện mục tiêu sống của mình."

"Vậy sao tôi lại không kể cho cậu nghe vài câu chuyện về cuộc đời tôi, những kỉ niệm tôi đã trải nghiệm, những nhận thức mà tôi đã có được, đổi lại là chút cảnh sớm chiều nơi cậu, đùa giỡn cùng Cá Voi, và tiêu sầu với thứ cỏ thơm ngọt kì thú của cậu nhỉ?"

Chỉ là khoảng khắc.

--End--

--Music Room--

Gotta Go My Own Way

Gabriella
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella
What about trust?

Troy
you know I never wanted to trust you

Gabriella
and what about me?

Troy
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Troy
I'll miss you

Gabriella
so
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy:
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now

Troy
I want you to stay

Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
What about us?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away




What Goes Around... Comes Back Around

Hey girl(girl)
is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world(world),
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away?
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you baby...
Me and you until the end, but I guess I was wrong

[Chorus]
Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way

Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

You cheated girl
My heart bleeds girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey

See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)




Lucky


This is a story about a girl named Lucky...

Early morning
she wakes up
Knock, Knock, Knock
on the door
It's time for make-up
perfect smile
It's you they're waiting for
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say

Chorus:
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?

Lost in an image,
in a dream
But theres no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go...
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say

Chorus:
She's so lucky, shes a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?

"Best actress, and the winner is....Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky!"
"Oh, my god...here she comes!

"Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?"
She's is so lucky, but why does she cry?"
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?

Chorus:
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?

Chorus:
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries with her lonely heart, thinkin
If theres nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come out at night?




When It All Falls Apart

I'm having a day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears, of shame)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead )
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

baby
Everything is effed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

baby
Everything is effed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is effed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart



Zombie

Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence,
Who are we mistaken?

But you see, it's not me, it's not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...

Another mother's breakin',
Heart is taking over.
When the vi'lence causes silence,
We must be mistaken.

It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen.
In your head, in your head they're still fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are dying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a...




Love

The first time I saw you
You were walking
Down the beach at night
With the waves bowing down to you
In the bright moon light
Well, it must have been a signal
From up above
Cause deep in my heart
I knew that it was love

And it turns me on like
when the sun goes down
And the moon comes up
Sweet, sweet love like no other man
Has been touched
By this simple process of... love

I wish there was a way to show you
My love is real
But Webster hasn't found the words
to express how I feel
Well, just like a river
Needs the rain to flow
You've warmed a heart
That once was cold, with your love

And it turns me on like
when the sun goes down
And the moon comes up
Sweet, sweet love like no other man
Has been touched
By this simple process of... love


--End--

--Logean's Room--​

My, I really want to make a poem for what ya praised/blamed me so much, badass.

But I really have no time.

--End of Logean's Room--​

 

Totally screw up with my time schedule too

Making poem is not that important, if it become your pressure then you're just too enthusiasm for poetry, i'm still grateful for that, no need for poem

 

--Nhật kí--​

Hết một ngày, Bạn Thân lại trở về với thảo nguyên của Con Thú trú nhờ, như một chút bình yên cuối ngày sau đầy những mệt mỏi phấn đấu cố gắng của một ngày...

Cá Voi cũng lại trồi lên từ mặt nước trong xanh tĩnh lặng như gương khắc họa cả một bầu trời sẫm màu đầy ánh sao sáng, lung linh lấp lánh cùng ánh trăng rực rỡ, chợt tan biến đi mỗi khi Cá Voi nhẹ lượn qua, và trở lại trong tích tắc, bạch kim sáng rực cả biển hồ cạnh bên thảo nguyên hiền hòa vẫn rì rào cùng gió nhẹ.

Bạn Thân ngồi xuống, dựa lưng vào gốc Cây Ngàn Năm, lặng lẽ như thường lệ bên Con Thú. Bạn Thân vẫn luôn chất chứa đầy những tâm sự trong lòng hiếm khi nói ra, những trải nghiệm sóng gió cuộc đời mà Con Thú vô tư thanh bình hẳn chưa từng biết đến bao giờ.

"Không có nơi đâu có thể phản chiếu được cả một thế giới nguyên vẹn không chút rạn vỡ như biển hồ. Cũng không có nơi nào có được một Hoàng Nguyên Thảo Hương thứ hai đầy tuyệt sắc vẹn toàn cuộc sống vô tư êm đềm tự nhiên thấm đầy trong từng chút màu xanh của cỏ và xanh trời."

"Tất cả chỉ là khoảng khắc."

--End--

--Music Room--

Life Is Like A Boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai
kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo
tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne




I Wanna Go To A Place

I wanna go to a place where I can say
That I'm all right and I'm staying there with you
I wanna know if there could be anyway
That there's no fight, and I'm safe and sound with you
And everytime I look, I thought you were there,
But it was just my imagination
I don't see it anymore cause I see thru you now

imademo kidzukanai deshou kono shizuka na sora ni
itsudemo omoidasu kedo mou doko nimo modorenai

soshite zutto kokoro de samete sotto kidzuite
itsuka kitto yasashisa mietekuru you ni

What's stopping me? I get stuck again
Is it really OK? It's never OK for me
What's got into me? I get lost again
Is it really OK? It's never going to be

soshite motto sagashite me no mae ni kidzuite
asu wa kitto kazamuki mo kawaru you ni
kaze ga sotto sasayaku ugomeku nowa kono daichi
mayawanaide yasashisa mietekuru you ni

And every time I look, I thought you were there,
But it was just my imagination
I don't see it anymore cause I see thru you now

I wanna go to a place where I can say
That I'm all right and I'm staying there with you




Love Song


I would take the ocean in an orange crate
And I’d do it in one day too.
I can build a railway track,
Just to take us back to the places we once knew.
Coz I’m sure you’d like that.

I would be a criminal to steal the Mona Lisa
And I wouldn’t leave a clue.
Then I’d climb the Eiffel Tower,
Maybe higher, could swim the deepest sea.
And it wouldn’t bother me.

There’s only one thing,
Only one thing in this world I cannot do…
I can’t bear to miss you.

I would start a corporation,

That could lead the Nation,
And build the world all new.
There would be a sign up there
And it would declare,
There’s nothing we can not do…
Except miss the one you love.

This feeling is upon me now,
It’s like a sting somehow.

There’s only one thing,
Only one thing in this world I cannot do…
I can’t bear to miss you.

There’s only one thing,
Only one thing in this world I cannot do…
I can’t bear to miss you.




Love Song
What the hell on Earth would happen to 2 songs with the same name?


Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you a love song today



Halleluja

I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?

It goes like this...the fourth, the fifth
The minor fall
The major lift
The baffled King composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you.

She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne
She cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Maybe I have been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you.

I've seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

There was a time you let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?

And remember when I moved in you
The holy dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Maybe there's a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you.

And it's not a cry you can hear at night
it's not somebody who's seen the light
it's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah




You Are My Sunshine

The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms
When I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I hung my head and cried

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

I'll always love you and make you happy
If you will only say the same
But if you leave me to love another
You'll regret it all someday

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

You told me once, dear, you really loved me
And no one else could come between.
But now you've left me and love another,
You have shattered all my dreams.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away.




When You Say Nothing At All

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
Try as they may
They can never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

--End--

--Logean's Room--​

My, I really want to make a poem tells your life, your soul, along with this image...but I really have no time

And I was chatting with you while writing these.

Our Y! messages distracted much of my inspiration for the Diary and for the poem.

--End of Logean's Room--​

 

--Nhật kí--​

"Hôm nay tôi không cần nói gì nữa cả, bởi vì tất cả những gì tôi muốn nói, muốn thổ lộ cho cậu và Cá Voi biết tự nhiên không cần lời đã tồn tại trong lòng các cậu, tôi không một chút mở miệng, không cử động cũng là đã nói rồi. Cám ơn các bạn đã chia sẻ với tôi nỗi lòng mà tôi luôn giấu kín, luôn gìn giữ như báu vật; và nay đã là báu vật mà chúng ta cùng cất giữ."

Sự thấu hiểu đôi khi không cần đến lời nói hay hành động.

Chỉ cần chia sẻ cùng một thảo nguyên, cùng hóng gió mát dưới trời xanh phớt mênh mông chạm khẽ thảo nguyên xanh mướt bằng đường chân trời đầy mây trắng và hương Thảo Hương, phảng phất bóng biển hồ xanh thẳm ngay cạnh thảo nguyên. Cả ba màu xanh quyện lại thành ba người bạn, bên nhau, thấu hiểu nhau và cùng...gặm cỏ.

Nhưng cả ba màu xanh ấy đều cùng trở thành màu vàng chói lọi mỗi khi tà dương chiếu rọi lưng trời, hay ánh mặt trời sớm mai rực sáng muôn nơi, đỏ chói một sắc tròn trong góc lá...Hoàng Nguyên Thảo Hương vẫn mãi là Hoàng Nguyên Thảo Hương trong huyền thoại mà con người vẫn luôn yêu kính.

--End--

--Music Room--

The One

I'll be the one...

I guess you were lost when i met you
Still there were tears in your eyes
So out of trust and i knew
No more than mysteries and lies

There you were, wild and free
Reachin' out like you needed me
A helping hand to make it right
I am holding you all through the night

CHORUS
I'll be the one
Who will make all your sorrows undone
I'll be the light
When you feel like theres nowhere to run
I'll be the one...

To hold you and make sure that you'll be alright
'Cause my fear is gone
And i want to take you from darkness to light

There you were, wild and free
Reachin' out like you needed me
A helping hand to make it right
I am holding you all through the night

CHORUS

You need me like i need you
We can share our dreams comin' true
I can show you what true love means
Just take my hand, baby please

I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run
To make it right
I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run

CHORUS

I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run
To make it alright
I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run
To make it right
I'll be the one

To hold you
And make sure that you'll be alright
I'll be the one




Larger Than Life

Huh
Yeah, ha, ha, ha, ha
Ha, ha, ha, ha

I may run and hide
When you're screamin' my name, alright
But let me tell you now
There are prices to fame, alright
All of our time spent in flashes of light

[Chorus:]
All you people can't you see, can't you see
How your love's affecting our reality
Every time we're down
You can make it right
And that makes you larger than life

Looking at the crowd
And I see your body sway, c'mon
Wishin' I could thank you in a different way, c'mon
Cuz all of your time spent keeps us alive

[Chorus]

All of your time spent keeps us alive

[Chorus]

Yeah, every time we're down
Yeah, you can make it right
Yeah, and that's what makes you larger than life

[Chorus]




Beautiful


I do believe in fate cause that's how we met
It was raining and we were soaking wet
You took the last of cabs on an empty street
Then you smiled at me and said 'take a seat...'

I said do you believe in love at first sight?
You said if you give me a reason I might
Ok, well your hair is wet and your clothes are a mess
And your makeup is all over your face...
And still you're so...

[Chorus]
Beautiful, so, sweet and just adorable
You are a miracle, simply irresistable
You are so beautiful, so, sweet and just adorable
You are the finest thing that I've seen in my life
You're everything that I've ever dreamed of

Now it's been seven years 1 month and a day
Since we met and I'm so happy to say
Today we'll be man and wife and dedicate
Our lives to the precious thing we have called love

So now I'm standing here well dressed and prepared
In a black suit that you told me to wear
And when you're walking in, you amazing thing,
You take my breath away...
Cause you are so.....

[Chorus]

For richer and poorer till death do us part
In sickness, in health you are always in my heart
Till the day when we're old and grey
I will cherish and love you in every kind of way
Cause you are so....

[Chorus]




Celebrate The Day

To win again
To never stop finding
Moving as one
Is the word for home
Begin to place
Yourself in the big frame
When you dream
When you dream
Away...away

verse 1:
En avant pour la victoire
En avant pour la victoire
C'est le moment de l'espoir
C'est le moment de l'espoir
Let the sweet air
Fill our hearts
Walk on and celebrate the...
Day the day the day celebrate the day etc.
Grab your drums
Paint your soul
Feel the roar and celebrate the...
To win again
To never stop climbing
The rising road
Of ultimate faith
Unity
The world in a heartbeat
When you dream
When you dream
Away...away



Point Of Authority

Forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
Puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last

You love the way i look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if i give in
My life
My pride is broken

[Chorus:]
You like to think you're never wrong
(You live what you learn)
You have to act like you're someone
(You live what you learn)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You live what you learn)
You want to share what you have been through
(You live what you learn)

You love the things i say i'll do
The way i'll hurt myself again just get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life
My pride is broken

[Chorus]




Somewhere I Belong

(When this began)
I had nothin' to say,
And I'd get lost in the nothingless inside of me,
(I was confused)
And I'd let it all out to find,
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind,
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed,
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel,
(Nothin' to lose)
Just stuck,
Hollow and alone,
And the fault just my own
And the fault just my own

I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
What I thought was never real,
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long,
(Erase all the pain 'til it's gone)
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
Like I am close to something real,
I wanna find something I've wanted all along,
Somewhere I Belong,

And I've got nothin' to say,
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face,
(I was confused)
Lookin' everywhere,
Only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind,
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity,
'Cause I can't justify the way everyone is lookin' at me,
(Nothin' to lose)
Nothin' to gain,
Hollow and alone,
And the fault just my own
And the fault just my own

I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
What I thought was never real,
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
(Erase all the pain 'till it's gone)
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
Like I am close to something real,
I wanna find something I wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong

I will never know,
Myself until I do this on my own,
And I will never feel,
Anything else, until my wounds are healed,
I will never be,
Anything 'til I break away from me,
And I will break away,
I'll find myself today,

I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
What I thought was never real,
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long,
(Erase all the pain 'till it's gone)
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel,
Like I am close to something real,
I wanna find something I wanted all along,
Somewhere I Belong

I wanna heal,
I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I Belong

I wanna heal,
I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I Belong

Somewhere I Belong




Like A Rose

And as I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolise

And as I hold your body near
I'll see this month through to a year
And then forever on
Til life is gone
I'll keep your loving near

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my road

Chorus:
You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry on
Each time I look at you
There's something new
To keep our loving strong
I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words I long to hear
Of how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my road

Chorus Repeat

And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
You face the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose

Chorus Repeat

You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

--End--

--Logean's Room--​

This is bullshit.

Totally.

Thank you so much, and thank myself so much for being as natural as a fly

--End of Logean's Room--​

 

Em chỉ sợ mình đang làm vuột mất tình yêu anh từng ngày. Từng ngày.

Đã tự nhủ mình bao nhiêu lần là sẽ không làm anh đau nữa, không dằn vặt và làm khổ anh nữa. Nhưng rồi lại vẫn vậy, vẫn giẫm lên những dấu chân cũ. Và lại hối hận. Em cứ luôn như vậy thôi. Em tệ quá. Em tệ quá. Em chỉ muốn giết chết chính mình thôi. Cứ luôn không làm được những điều mình hứa. Hối hận vì đã hứa quá nhiều, đã nói quá nhiều mà không thực hiện.

Em đang thấy mình đánh vuột mất tình yêu anh từng ngày. Từng ngày. Anh ạ.


Em rất sợ anh yêu em ít hơn ngày hôm qua, và nhiều hơn ngày mai. Em sợ lắm. Em nghe nói rằng người đàn ông rất ít kiên nhẫn với những điều phức tạp. Anh có vậy không? Bao giờ thì anh nản chí mà buông rơi em ra như một thứ vừa nặng, vừa bốc mùi? Bao giờ hả anh?

Em chuẩn bị cho cái ngày anh rời xa em, từng phút em chuẩn bị cho nó. Chuẩn bị cho những nỗi đau anh sẽ đem lại cho anh vào cái ngày anh rời em. Em đã nói rồi, cuộc đời rất đỗi công bằng. Vì anh đã đỡ em dậy, nên ko sớm thì muộn anh cũng sẽ đạp em xuống. Vì anh làm em hạnh phúc, ko sớm thì muộn anh cũng thành nỗi bất hạnh của em. Vì anh đem lại nụ cười, thì cũng có thể đem lại nước mắt...


Em đang chuẩn bị cho tất cả những điều đó. Từng ngày. Từng ngày.

Hành trang đủ đầy rồi, em sẽ ngồi bên vệ đường và đón đợi. Đón đợi chuyến xe cuối cùng, đưa em rời xa em.

Em lại bi quan...

 

--Nhật kí--​

Khi một ngày đã qua đi, tất cả chẳng còn lại gì nữa, cỏ đã không còn xanh màu tươi mát trong bóng tối, mây cũng ngừng trôi qua trên bầu trời quang đãng xanh lam, khi trăng cũng không còn sáng rực rỡ giữa bầu trời lặng lẽ lung linh phản chiếu mặt nước tĩnh lặng và dát bạt muôn sinh; khi toàn bộ thảo nguyên chỉ còn một màu thẫm lung linh hàng triệu ánh sáng từ xa xăm vọng về của những vì sao huyền ảo; dù lấp lánh nhưng chẳng ai biết vì sao chúng lại phải sáng mãi đến ngày tắt đi như không sở hữu sự tồn tại và ý nghĩa.

Trên thảo nguyên sẫm một màu tối không còn thấy rõ hình thù gì, Con Thú ngồi yên lặng cạnh Bạn Thân dưới gốc Cây Ngàn Năm, cùng Cá Voi âm thầm ở mặt nước ngắm nhìn bầu trời sao lung linh trong làn gió nhè nhẹ ngập tràn hương thơm mát dịu.

Bạn Thân không nói gì, chỉ yên lặng ngửa mặt lên trời, lưng tựa vào gốc Cây Ngàn Năm nhưng lại nhắm mắt, suy ngẫm những chuyện mà Con Thú và Cá Voi có lẽ chẳng bao giờ biết đến. Cả ba người bạn đều lặng lẽ cảm nhận nghiền ngẫm bằng tất cả giác quan cùng tâm hồn, hòa vào từng ngọn cỏ, bầu trời sao lung linh và biển hồ.

Cả bầu không gian tĩnh lặng không một tiếng động, chỉ có tiếng gió vẫn dịu dàng rì rào trong cỏ.

"...sigh..."

Một tiếng thở dài trong đêm chợt vang lên, không rõ bắt nguồn từ một trong ba sinh vật đang suy tư, hay là từ cả ba người; khi họ chợt nhận ra một điều gì đó, lý giải rằng họ đã sai lầm, sự giác ngộ chỉ trong tích tắc, hay phải qua vô tận thời gian mới có thể thấy được, thì cũng chỉ là sự giác ngộ; vốn dĩ không có khả năng thay đổi được quá khứ và hiện tại.

"Cuộc sống của tôi không chỉ là những sai lầm đã mắc phải và những thành tựu đã có được, mà còn là những điều tôi đã sở hữu được, đã thực hiện được trước khi chết."

"Chỉ để lừa dối bản thân rằng tôi có thể yên nghỉ?"

"Tôi nhìn thấy mọi thứ...

...để rồi không nhìn thấy gì cả."

--End--

--Music Room--

Just So You Know

i shouldn't love you but i want to
i just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you but i can't move
i can't look away

and i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

just so you know
this feelings takin control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
thought you should know
i've tryed my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gutta say it all before you go
just so you know

it's gettin hard to
be around you
theres so much i can't say
and do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other away

and i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

just so you know
this feelings takin control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
thought you should know
i've tryed my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gutta say it all before i go
just so you know

this emptyness is killin me
i'm wonderin why i've waited so long
lookin back i realize it was always there to stand spoken
now i'm waitin here
been waitin here

just so you know
this feelings takin control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
thought you should know
i've tryed my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gatta say it all before you go
just so you know




Never Had A Dream Come True

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this i know but still i can't find ways to let you know

Chorus:
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that i found you
Even though i pretend that i've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one i think about each day
And i know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
And so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this i know but still i can't find ways to let you go

Chorus Repeat

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one i know i'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how i try and try i just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus Repeat




Medley: Mary's Boy Child/Oh My Lord

Mary's boy child
Jesus Christ was born on Christmas Day
and man will live for evermore because of Christmas Day
long time ago in Bethlehem so the Holy Bible said
Mary's Boy Child
Jesus Christ was born on Christmas Day.
Hark now hear the angels sing
a King was born today
and man will live for evermore because of Christmas Day
Mary's Boy Child
Jesus Christ was born on Christmas Day.

While shepherds watched their flocks
by night they see a bright new shinig star
they hear a choir sing a song

the music seemed to come from afar.

Hark now hear the angels sing
a King was born today
and man will live for evermore because of Christmas Day
hm hm
...

For a moment the world was aglow
all the bells rang out
there were tears of joy and laughter
people shouted let ev'ryone know
there is hope for all to find peace.

And then they found a little nook in a stable all forlorn
and in a manger cold and dark Mary's little boy was born
Hark now hear the angels sing
a King was born today
and man will live for evermore because of Christmas Day
Mary's Boy Child

Jesus Christ was born on Christmas Day.

For a moment the world was aglow
...

Oh my Lord
you send your son to save us
oh my Lord
your very self you gave us
oh my Lord
that sin may not enslave us
and love may reign once more.

Oh my Lord
when in the crib they found him
oh my lord
a golden halo crowned him
oh my Lord
they gathered all around him
to see him and adore.

Oh my Lord
with the child's adoration
oh my Lord
there came great jubilation
oh my Lord
and full of admiration
they realized what they had (until the sun falls from the sky)

Oh my Lord (well praise the Lord)
they had just begun to doubt you
oh my Lord (he is the truth forever)
what did they know about you.

Oh my Lord (so praise the Lord)
but they were lost without you
they needed you so bad (his light is shinig on us)

Oh my Lord (oh my Lord so praise the Lord)
with the child's adoration
Lord (oh my Lord
he is a persontion).
There came great jubilation
oh my Lord (so praise the Lord)
and full of admiration
they realized what they had (until the sun falls from the sky)




When You Believe

Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could

Chorus:
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away

And now I am standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

[Chorus]

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small but still resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will (Somehow, Somehow, Somehow you will)
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
You will when you believe...

You will when you believe




Hero

There's a hero
If look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So When you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So When you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

(ohhhhhh) Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But Don't let anyone
Tear them away (hey yea)
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time You'll find the waaaaaaaaaaayyyyy

And the hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So When You feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in yooooooou
That a hero lies innnnnnnnnnn
.....yooooooooooooooooou.........
Mmm That a hero lies in
....yoooooooooooooooooou........




It's My Life

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
A silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

Chorus:
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive

Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!


--End--

--Logean's Room--​

Is that your life? You know nothing but your endless Uzumaki...

Then it would end one day.

Just that you meaned it before it shade into the darkness to seek a new life.

All that it'll be. Ya hold all that belongs to yaself.

--End of Logean's Room--​

 

To Con thú: Bạn đang buồn ư? Những lời nói này làm mình lo lắng...



Tặng cho Mèo hói này.

Bạn bè nói



Bạn bè nói yêu em thì anh khổ
"Đấy thấy chưa, em đã bảo rồi mà
Yêu em ấy, là khổ nhiều hơn sướng
Ai bảo anh cứ dại dột đâm đầu..."

Bạn bè nói yêu em không chắc chắn
Lắm xa xôi lại chẳng biết thế nào
Ai tin được, chưa một lần xiết chặt
Mà dám hứa đời đời sẽ mãi bên nhau?

Bạn bè nói yêu em thì buồn lắm
Tối thứ bảy nào cũng thơ thẩn chơi game
Ngoài đường phố nhìn người ta nhộn nhịp
Anh đành giấu cô đơn mình vào cái modem

Bạn bè nói anh đầu tư không lãi
Phố đông thế kia thiếu quái gì người
Bao con gái má hồng môi đỏ
Không kiếm đại một nàng, sao cứ phải là em

Bạn bè nói, bạn bè khuyên, rồi cản
Biết làm sao tim đã lỡ yêu rồi
Tim ngốc nhỉ, cứ tìm em mà run rẩy
Sao anh không tiếc mình chẳng lý trí hơn?

Em ạ, hôm qua anh vừa cáu
yêu ai kệ tao bay chớ lèo nhèo
Buồn cười quá, hóa ra em ạ
Chúng nó ghen mình... sao quá yêu nhau (!!!)


- Nguyễn Hoàng Thảo Hương -
Viết hôm qua ấy​

To Mèo hói: Em mất điện thoại!

 

--Nhật kí--​

Trời đang giữa trưa nắng nóng bức ngột ngạt, chiếu rọi xuyên qua bầu trời trong xanh thăm thẳm không chút gợn mây; không gian ngập tràn khí nóng bốc lên trông mờ ảo phía xa chân trời. Khi ta đảo mắt một vòng ra bốn phía, chợt nhận ra chỉ có một nơi duy nhất khí nóng không bốc lên : thảo nguyên xanh mượt một màu nơi Con Thú sinh sống luôn tràn ngập hương thơm và gió mát rì rào trong cỏ, cạnh biển hồ vẫn luôn tĩnh lặng có một con Cá Voi vô tư êm đềm tồn tại...

Giữa trời trưa nắng, Con Thú vẫn ngồi dưới gốc Cây Ngàn Năm nhâm nhi chút cỏ và ngắm cảnh đất trời như mọi ngày, chờ đợi Bạn Thân vào cuối ngày đến thăm nó và Cá Voi, kể lể ra một vài điều kì thú thuộc về một thế giới khác mà Con Thú và Cá Voi chưa từng biết đến.

Giữa trời trưa nắng vàng nhạt cả bầu không gian đậm đà thêm cho bầu trời xanh mênh mông ấy, chợt mưa rào không rõ từ đâu đổ xuống. Mưa tuy đậm hạt nhưng nhẹ nhàng, lấp lánh hàng ngàn đốm sáng nhỏ li ti trong cả khung cảnh dường như vô tận trên thảo nguyên, nhẹ đáp xuống mặt cỏ êm đềm rì rào vui vẻ, tạo thành muôn vàn vòng tròn nhỏ trên mặt biển hồ, lớn dần ra, hòa cả vào nhau rồi biến mất, mặt biển hồ không còn là tấm gương khắc họa từng chi tiết của cả bầu trời và thảo nguyên nữa, mà lung linh rực rỡ trong ánh nắng phản chiếu trên từng chút sóng gợn.

Cơn mưa bất chợt qua mau, lá Cây Ngàn Năm dần nhẹ hạ từng giọt nước mưa cuối cùng xuống bộ lông dày của Con Thú, nó chợt giật thót mình, không chỉ vì những hạt nước lạnh giữa giấc ngủ đậm màu xanh trong ánh sáng lung linh cùng hương đất khô dậy mùi hòa quyện với vị mát Thảo Hương trong gió nhẹ; mà còn vì bóng hình quen thuộc của Bạn Thân đã đứng cạnh nó tự bao giờ. Bạn Thân vừa dầm mưa xong, người ướt sũng những nước, rơi rớt từng giọt ướt lạnh xuống Con Thú.

"Cậu còn định ngủ đến bao giờ, khi mà mỗi ngày của tôi ở đây đều không bao giờ giống y hệt ngày hôm trước, và không là ngày hôm sau, với những hương vị và cảnh sắc tuyệt thú tuy mãi thay đổi dần, nhưng tôi biết chúng sẽ không bao giờ mờ nhạt đi trong trái tim tôi."

Lại cùng gặm cỏ

Cá Voi lại trồi lên mặt nước, nhẹ lòng khi chút sóng còn sót lại trên mặt hồ chợt vỗ về bao bọc lấy nó, chút gió thổi qua mang đầy hương đất và Thảo Hương lại sực lên trong mũi, bầu trời lại sáng trong hơn bao giờ hết và bầu không khí lại mát dịu thanh bình.

Chân trời xa xăm thoáng ẩn hiện cầu vồng.

--End--

--Music Room--

I'll Be There For You

I'll Be There For You

DiendanLeQuyDon.com © 2003-2007
I guess this time you’re really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love in suicide

You say you’re cried a thousand rivers
And now you’re swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won’t save me anymore

Now I’m praying to God you’ll give me one more chance, girl

Chorus:
I’ll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I’ll be there for you
I’d live and I’d die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can’t say what a love can do
I’ll be there for you

I know you know we’re had some good times
How they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can’t buy back yesterday

And baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I’ll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drink, I’ll be the wine

**Chorus**

Solo

And I wan’t there when you were happy
I wasn’t there when you were down
I didn’t mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I’d seen you blow those candles out

**Chorus**




Hey Juliet

Hey I've been watching you
Every little thing you do
Every time I see you dance
In my homeroom class, makes my heart beat fast
I've tried to page you twice
But I see you roll your eyes
Wish I could make it real
But your lips are sealed, that ain't no big deal
'Cause I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin'to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me

(Hey Juliet)
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet

Girl you got me on my knees
Beggin' please, baby please
Got my best DJ on the radiowaves saying
Hey Juliet, why do you do him this way
Too far to turn around
So I'm gonna stand my ground
Gimme just a little bit of hope
With a smile or a glance, gimme one more chance

'Cause I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me

Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet

I know you really wan't me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me
You don't have to say forever
For us to hang together
So hear me when I say
Hey Juliet

Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just wan't you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet

Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet




Smack That

Shady
konvict
Upfront
Akon
Slim Shady

I see the one, because she be that lady! Hey!
I feel you creeping, I can see it from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like taboo
and possibly bend you over look back and watch me

[Chorus (2X)]

Smack that all on the floor
Smack that give me some more
Smack that 'till you get sore
Smack that oh-oooh!

Upfront style ready to attack now
pull in the parking lot slow with the lock down
convicts got the whole thing packed now
Step in the club now and wardobe intact now!
I feel it down and cracked now (ooh)
I see it dull and backed now
I'm gonna call her, than I pull the mack down
Money no problem, pocket full of that now!

I feel you creeping on, I can see from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like taboo
and possibly bend you over look back and watch me

[Chorus (2x)]

[Eminem:]

Ooh...Looks like another club banger
They better hang on when they throw this thang on
Get a lil' drink on
They goin' flip for this Akon shit
You can bank on it!
Pedicure manicure kitty-cat claws
The way she climbs up and down them poles
Looking like one of them puttie-cat dolls
Trying to hold my woody back throuh my drawers
Steps upstage didn't think I saw
Creeps up behind me, shes like "your"
I'm like ya I know lets cut to the chase
No time to waste back to my place
Plus from the club to the crib's like a mile away
or more like a palace shall I say
and Plus I got a pal if your gal is game
In fact he is the one singing the song that's playing
"Akon!"

[Akon:]

I feel you creeping on, I can see from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like tabo
and possibly bend you over look back and watch me

[Chorus (2x) ]

Eminem is rollin', d and em rollin' bo
And all marvelous them rolling
Women just holding big booty rollin'
Soon I'll be on Eminem throwin "D!"
Hittin on less than "Three!"
Block wheel style like "Whee!"
Girl I can tell you want me because lately

I feel you creeping on, I can see from my shadow
Wanna jump up in my Lamborghini Gallardo
Maybe go to my place and just kick it like tabo
and possibly bend you over look back and watch me

[Chorus (2x) ]




Nothing Else Matters

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters




Don't Matter

Konvict Konvict
Oh
Ohoohwooe
Oooh
Ooohhwooe

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)

Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel I'm hopin' and prayin'
Things between us gon' get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)

Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don't even have to call
Even check for me at all
Because the way I been actin' lately
Has been off the wall
Especially towards you
Puttin' girls before you
And they watchin' everything I been doin'
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain't true(Ain't true)
And they won't show you
How much of a queen you are to me
And why I love you baby

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)

Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Oh oh oh oh oh
Cause I got you
Cause I got you
Ooooh
Cause I got you babe
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)

Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)

Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe

Oh
Ohoohwooe
Oooh
Ooohhwooe




4 In The Morning

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)


--End--

--Logean's Room--​

Seemingly coming life, seemingly coming death.

There's no line of death or life, when ya don't care.

So if ya dun care about yourself, why would others care?

Just that caring is not that enough of a man. Just that, ya dun care.

That's all.

--End of Logean's Room--​

 

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Sun Coin: trong khi trong túi anh thì không còn đủ tiền sống thêm vài ngày nữa...

Càng đọc fic và blog của em thì anh lại càng hiểu tâm hồn của em hơn. Anh lại vô ý sử dụng NSCT và một quang cảnh dần hiện trước mắt. Đầy mâu thuẫn. Anh cũng chẳng biết chúng có thuộc về em trong hiện tại nữa không.

Anh chợt nhìn thấy một câu hỏi, mà anh biết sẽ không bao giờ hỏi em. Anh hỏi những nhân quả đang xảy ra trước mắt. Anh hỏi bản thân mình, và hỏi xem mình sẽ làm gì nếu mình là con người.

Anh thật quá vô nhân đi.

Nhưng anh lại cảm thấy yên lòng khi nhìn thấy cái này

​

Anh yêu em nhiều lắm em ạ. Chỉ tiếc là em chẳng biết đến bao giờ.

 

--Nhật kí--​

Con Thú chờ đợi, mỗi ngày qua dù trời mưa đổ nắng gắt, nó vẫn đợi Bạn Thân như gió vẫn rì rào trong cỏ khi vừa từ biển hồ tĩnh lặng vô cùng đi vào thảo nguyên để gặp hơi nóng cuốn những chiếc lá vàng bay thẳng lên bầu trời trong xanh mênh mông tản nhạt mây bay.

Mỗi ngày Bạn Thân đều chờ đợi, khoảng khắc cuối cùng của một ngày tà dương chói lọi nơi đường chân trời xa xăm xanh xanh màu thảo nguyên, dần đóng lại bằng tấm màn mờ ảo thẫm màu, ngay sau đó trở thành ngàn ánh sáng lấp lánh lung linh trong khoảng đen rộng lớn như vô tận; để nó có thể chạy ngay về với Con Thú cùng nhìn ngắm thảo nguyên.

Cá Voi vẫn luôn chờ đợi, khoảng khắc được nhẹ rẽ chút mặt nước biển hồ luôn tĩnh lặng, nhìn lên xem Con Thú và Bạn Thân thế nào, hít thở hương Thảo Hương nhẹ nhàng trong gió, lấp lánh phản chiếu chút trăng sao trên lưng, rồi lặn ngay mất và ngẫm nghĩ.

Chờ đợi để làm gì, khi mà không sinh vật nào có được khoảng thời gian sống vĩnh hằng để biết được mọi thứ trên thế gian.

Nhưng vốn dĩ chỉ vì thời gian sống không được ngắn không được dài mãi trôi qua không bao giờ quay đầu nhìn lại, thì nỗ lực tìm hiểu mọi điều có thể là vô vọng; vậy tốt hơn hết là trân trọng những thứ mình đang có, và từng ngày qua đón nhận mọi thứ có thể nhận được từ cuộc sống.

Cuộc sống là trân trọng tất cả mọi thứ và tận hưởng chúng.

Chờ đợi để còn nhìn thấy được ngày mai, để còn được chia sẻ cuộc sống với những gì thân yêu nhất.

Gặm cỏ và ngắm nhìn.

Quan sinh thiên vận
Vô tận vô cùng

--End--

--Music Room--

Cancer

Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me
In all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,

Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.

Now turn away,
Cause I'm awful just to see
Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
All my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo,
But counting down the days to go.
It just ain't living

And I just hope you know,
That if you say,
Good-bye today,
I'd ask you to be true,

Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you...

Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you...




Cemetery Drive

This night
Walk the dead
In the solitary style and crash the
Cemetery gates
In the dress your husband hates
way down, mark the grave
Where the searchlights find us drinking by the
Mausoleum door...
And they found you on the bathroom floor

I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

Back home
Off the run
Singing songs that make you slit your wrists
It isn't that much fun
Staring down a loaded gun
So I won't stop dying
Won't stop lying
If you want I'll keep on crying
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?

I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, (WAY DOWN) way down (WAY DOWN)
way down, (WAY DOWN) way down!

I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

WHEN WILL I miss you
WHEN WILL I miss you, so far?
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard,
Made it so hard...

way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way down, way down
way... down...




Rough Landing, Holly

Left the ground
In black and white
And when the plane went down
The colors all around
I know by now
The marching slide
And still I can't get out, she's all I think about, can't let her go
It's who you know

[Chorus]

We came down to watch the world walk by
And all she found was trouble in my eyes
From the sky she pulled me down tonight
Let her go
Let her go

She moves fast,
Takes control and like a heart attack I know I can't turn back
And time just passed
Nights moved slow
And she was all I had, I thought I'd never last, can't let her go
It's who you know

[Chorus X2]

She calls out the farther that I fly
I love that sound so give me one more line
And from the sky she pulled me down tonight
Let her go
Let her go
Let her go
Let her go




Frogg No.1

This is a story about a hip frog.
And we're gonna pick up on it now and
he's on his way out to do some shuckin' and jivin'.
You'll be able to tell right away that he's a big mover.

SINGING:
Frogg went a-courtin' and he did go, un-huh
Frogg went a-courtin' and he did go, un-huh
Frogg went a-courtin' and he did go
To the Coconut Grove for the midnight show,
Un-huh un-huh un-huh.

Mollie Mouse was the hat-check girl, woo-woo
[spoken: he knew it all the time]
Mollie Mouse was the hat-check girl, woo-woo
Mollie Mouse was the hat-check girl
He thought he'd give this chick a whirl,
Woo-woo, woo-woo, woo-woo.

He sauntered up to Mollie Mouse's side, un-huh
[spoken: the direct approach]
He sauntered up to Mollie Mouse's side, un-huh
When he got up to Mollie Mouse's side
He whispered "Mollie will you be my bride?"
Un-huh un-huh un-huh.

Not without my Uncle Rat's consent, uh-uh
[spoken: her uncle wrestles on TV]
Not without my Uncle Rat's consent, uh-uh
Not without my Uncle Rat's consent
I wouldn't marry the President,
Uh-uh uh-uh uh-uh.

Well, she said "That's it, Clyde, better hit the road,
farewell"
"That's it, Clyde, better hit the road, goodbye"
"That's it, Clyde, better hit the road"
"You ain't no frog you're a horned toad, farewell, goodbye,
adios"
Farewell, goodbye, adios
[spoken: You know, I believe that,uh, any more verses to
this song would be anticlimactic; think we ought to end it]
Farewell, goodbye, adios
[spoken: Hey, ain't you gonna let me finish up?]
Farewell, goodbye, adios
[spoken: Aw, shut up, I'm your leader]
[spoken: No, no hands, no hands]

[spoken: Auf Wiedersehen]
Farewell, goodbye, adios
Farewell, goodbye, adios...




Silver Threads And Golden Needles

I don't want your lonely mansion,
With a tear in every room.
All I want's the love you promised
Beneath the haloed moon.
But you think I should be happy,
With your money and your name,
And hide myself in sorrow
While you play your cheating game.

Silver threads and golden needles
Can not mend this heart of mine.
And I dare not drown my sorrow,
In the warm glow of your wine.
But you think I should be happy,
With your money and your name,
And hide myself in sorrow
While you play your cheating game.

--- Instrumental ---

Silver threads and golden needles
Can not mend this heart of mine.
And I dare not drown my sorrow,
In the warm glow of your wine.
But you think I should be happy,
With your money and your name,
And hide myself in sorrow
While you play your cheating game.

While you play your cheating game...




Blue Water Line

The City Council met last night, the vote was four to three
To tear the home town depot down and build a factory
To take that stretch of history and tear it off the map
And to take old engine number nine and turn it into scrap

Blue Water, Blue Water, Blue Water Line
Blue Water, Blue Water, Blue Water Line
If you can't afford a quarter
then you ought to give a dime
If everybody gave then we could save the Blue Water Line

Oh I could tell you stories of the glories of that train
Of the 49'er miners and the time old Jesse James
Stole a thousand golden nuggets in that great train robbery
And when old Abe Lincoln rode with Tad upon his knee

Blue Water, Blue Water, Blue Water Line
Blue Water, Blue Water, Blue Water Line
If you can't afford a quarter
then you ought to give a dime
If everybody gave then we could save the Blue Water Line

Just twenty thousand quarters and forty thousand dimes
And we'll ride again to glory on that old Blue Water Line
We'll have William Jennings Bryant
stokin' coal on number nine
So reach into your pockets boys for the old Blue Water Line

Blue Water, Blue Water, Blue Water Line
Blue Water, Blue Water, Blue Water Line
If you can't afford a quarter
then you ought to give a dime

If everybody gave then we could save the Blue Water Line
If everybody gave then we could save the Blue Water Line

Blue Water, Blue Water, Blue Water Line
Blue Water, Blue Water, Blue Water Line...




Fly Me To The Moon

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Fly me to the moon
And let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words hold my hand
In other words darling kiss me
Fill my life with song
And let me sing forevermore
You are all I hope for
All I worship and adore
In other words please be true
In other words I love you


--End--

--Logean's Room--​

I missed the poem this time...holy shit for my tight schedule that I don't have much time to play around.

Damn my life.

Let thy soul be like this. Wonderful or hell?

--End of Logean's Room--​

 

Em xin lỗi, là em ích kỷ. Em cứ luôn bỏ anh lại 1 mình như vậy sao? Lúc ấy chỉ nghĩ, chẳng muốn mình mất bình tĩnh, lại làm đau anh. Ai ngờ phản ứng ngược, lại làm anh lo buồn hơn. Anh nè. Em-muốn-anh-hạnh-phúc.

Giá như người có thể đem lại hạnh phúc cho anh là em nhỉ?
Giá có thể biết cách đem lại hạnh phúc cho người khác.
Giá như mình đủ hạnh phúc để đem sẻ chia cho người mình thương yêu.
Giá đủ tự tin để lao vào anh mà nói: "Em là người đc giao nhiệm vụ chuyển phát cho anh món bưu kiện mang tên Hạnh phúc! Mời anh ra ký nhận!"
Giá...

Nhiều cái giá, sẽ ra một đĩa giá xào...

"Em biết không từ tối qua đến giờ anh cứ có cảm giác đã mất em rồi. Nên cứ không yên mãi..."



Bây giờ là 10h hơn... anh nói em nhắn tin cho anh, nhưng em chẳng biết nhắn gì nữa. Cứ nói hoài là thương anh, yêu anh, lo cho anh ư? nhàm tai lắm, em sợ những điều nhàm chán...

Làm sao dám chắc chắn là sẽ không mất nhau? Anh ngốc, có mà anh không biết em yêu anh nhiều như thế nào thì có.


Em.

 

Tốt nhất... làm hơn những gì mình muốn làm, nhưng đừng nghĩ quá điều mình đang nghĩ.....

 

--Nhật kí--​

Thảo nguyên hôm nay chợt đầy gió thổi qua, nhẹ rung động khắp mặt biển hồ hàng ngàn làn sóng li ti không nhìn thấy được, nhưng cũng đủ để cả biển hồ không còn màu xanh đậm quen thuộc dù trông vẫn tĩnh lặng vô bờ. Bầu trời trong xanh mênh mông dường như đã nhạt hơn đôi chút so với ngày hôm qua, khi mặt trời không còn gắt gỏng trên toàn cõi quan cảnh.

Con Thú dựa lưng vào Cây Ngàn Năm, nhẹ đón hương Thảo Hương trong gió lạnh lùa qua khắp thảo nguyên xanh tươi dường đã nhạt màu đôi chút bên một biển hồ thẫm màu dưới một mặt trời ảm đạm và bầu trời thanh sáng trong vắt không chút gợn mây như nhìn ra xa đến vô tận; nhẹ thở dài, vậy là mùa đông đã về rồi. Nó sẽ lại phải trở về với giấc ngủ đông quen thuộc không còn biết đến bất kì thứ gì trên thế gian muôn màu nữa, không còn biết đến thời gian hay bất kì ý nghĩa gì nữa, như thể chẳng còn gì quý giá hơn giấc ngủ của nó nữa.

Con Thú nhẹ bước đến bên mép biển hồ, nhẹ chạm tay vào mặt nước rung rẩy, vừa đúng lúc Cá Voi trồi lên trên mặt nước từ giữa biển hồ; hai sinh vật xưa nay vốn thật thân thiết với nhau dừng ngay lại trong một khoảng khắc, nhìn nhau và yên lặng; để trong không gian chỉ còn lại tiếng gió rì rào trong cỏ; bất chợt Con Thú vung mạnh đôi bàn tay hẩy chút nước lên mặt đúng lúc vụt lặn thật sâu xuống dưới mặt nước, hai làn sóng lớn từ hai nơi trải ra theo vòng cung lớn dần trên mặt hồ, chạm vào nhau ở khoảng cách giữa Con Thú và Cá Voi, một nửa phản hồi lại nhau và một nửa giao thoa vào nhau, kết hợp vào hai làn sóng nhỏ lúc đầu Con Thú và Cá Voi tạo ra vừa chạm vào nhau; 4 làn sóng hài hòa dần tạo thành một hình cân xứng - The Flower of Life - Đóa Hoa Cuộc Sống. Đóa hoa ấy lớn dần lên, lan ra mãi, mãi thật xa, khi chạm vào bờ biển hồ thì biến mất không để lại chút dấu vết trên mặt biển hồ nữa; gió cũng ngừng thổi, mặt biển hồ lại trở về tĩnh lặng như gương, phản chiếu bầu trời trong vắt như gương; hai tấm gương trong suốt chiếu vào nhau, thật là La võng Nhân trùng.

Mọi bước chuẩn bị đã xong, lời tạm biệt với Cá Voi cũng đã nói xong; Con Thú ngồi lặng im dưới gốc Cây Ngàn Năm, chờ đợi Bạn Thân trong ánh tà dương rực rỡ đỏ rực xuyên suốt qua cả thảo nguyên nhạt màu dưới bầu trời trong vắt và biển hồ trong suốt như gương; cả không gian rộng lớn ngập chìm trong màu đỏ rực chói lọi của một ngày tàn khi gió không còn thổi, đậm đà mùi Thảo Hương trong toàn không gian lặng im không tiếng động chỉ mỗi bóng hình Cây Ngàn Năm và Con Thú in trên mặt đất, bóng Cá Voi in đậm màu dưới đáy biển hồ tĩnh lặng đỏ thẫm.

Nhẹ trải dài trên cỏ, bóng Bạn Thân dần tiến đến bóng Cây Ngàn Năm và Con Thú. Rồi chiếc bóng Bạn Thân ngã gục xuống bóng Con Thú trong không gian chỉ còn màu đỏ dần sẫm màu, chuẩn bị nhường chỗ cho đêm mùa thu cuối cùng đầy trăng sao và lá rụng trong gió, khắc kí ức cuối cùng của một mùa thu rực rỡ ngay trước khi mùa đông trắng xóa lạnh lùng không còn màu sắc và cả mùi hương tràn về.

"Một sinh vật phiên vận Nhân sinh như tôi, đã không thể làm cho một cô gái yêu tôi được ư?"

Con Thú khẽ mỉm cười, nụ cười thấu hiểu hiếm khi xuất hiện trên khuôn mặt vô tư lự yên bình của nó trong cuộc đời thoáng khẽ trôi qua trong phút chốc; nhẹ thì thầm thứ ngôn ngữ của Bạn Thân :

"Cậu sẽ chẳng bao giờ biết được vì sao cậu sống, vì sao cậu có tình cảm, và vì sao cậu có tất cả mọi thứ rồi chết đi, chỉ vì trước khi cậu đặt những câu hỏi, cậu đã có trong tay mọi thứ rồi. Vậy cậu chỉ cần chấp nhận và gìn giữ chúng, hơn là đặt câu hỏi để không có câu trả lời."

"Cậu đang nghĩ cái quái gì thế? Triết Thú Học à?"

"Chỉ là ngủ đông thôi. Tôi sẽ ngủ vì đây là tự nhiên của tôi. Còn cậu, từ khi cậu có mặt trên đời đến bây giờ, đã có không ít thành công giành về tay cậu; để rồi cuối cùng không còn gì có ý nghĩa, và trong một mùa đông giá lạnh không cỏ không sắc cảnh, sao cậu không ngủ cùng nhỉ?"

Không gặm cỏ. Chỉ vì khi mùa đông đến, Cỏ bị vùi lấp trong băng lạnh giá. Hương Thảo Hương cũng sẽ chẳng còn hiện diện, bầu trời cũng sẽ chẳng còn xanh, biển hồ sẽ chỉ là một tấm gương bằng băng mỏng mảnh vỡ rồi lại lành ngay tức khắc không chút dấu vết...gió dù có bay ngang qua thảo nguyên, cũng sẽ chỉ mang lại lạnh giá và bão tuyết.

Khi nào thảo nguyên trở lại với mùa xuân?

--End--

--Music Room--

Just one last dance

Just one last dance....oh baby...just one last dance
/ nhảy phát nữa thôi ... /

We meet in the night in the Spanish cafe
/ chúng ta gặp nhau trong 1 đêm tại quán cafe spanish.... đèn mờ .../
I look in your eyes just don't know what to say
/em nhìn vào mắt anh và chả biết nói gì .../
It feels like I'm drowning in salty water
A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
/vài giờ nữa cho đến khi mặt trời mọc ../
Tomorrow will come an it's time to realize
/ ngày mai sẽ đến, đó là lúc chúng ta nhận ra /
Our love has finished forever
/ tình yêu đã kết thúc mãi mãi /

How I wish to come with you (wish to come with you)
How I wish we make it through

[Chorus:]
Just one last dance
/ nhảy phát nữa thôi /
Before we say goodbye
/ trước khi chúng ta nói chia tay ..../
When we sway and turn round and round and round
It's like the first time
Just one more chance
Hold me tight and keep me warm
Cause the night is getting cold
And I don't know where I belong
Just one last dance

The wine and the lights and the Spanish guitar
I'll never forget how romantic they are
But I know, tomorrow I'll lose the one I love

There's no way to come with you
It's the only way to do

[Chorus 3x (until fade)]

Just one last dance, just one more chance, just one last dance





Gimme Gimme Gimme (A Man After Midnight)

Half past twelve
And I'm watching the late show in my flat all alone
How I hate to spend the evening on my own
Autumn winds
Blowing outside the window as I look around the room
And it makes me so depressed to see the gloom
There's not a soul out there
No one to hear my prayer

Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day

Movie stars
Find the end of the rainbow, with a fortune to win
It's so different from the world I'm living in
Tired of TV
I open the window and I gaze into the night
But there's nothing there to see, no one in sight
There's not a soul out there
No one to hear my prayer

Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day

Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight

There's not a soul out there
No one to hear my prayer

Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day




Dancing Queen

You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life ohh yeah
Ooo.. see that girl, watch that scene, diggin the Dancing Queen (ahhh ahhh)

Friday night and the lights are low
Looking out for the place to go
Where they play the right music, getting in the swing
You come in to look for a king
Anybody could be that guy
Night is young and the music's high
With a bit of rock music, everything is fine
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance

You are the Dancing Queen, young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing Queen, feel the beat from the tambourine ohh yeah
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
Ooo see that girl, watch that scene, diggin the Dancing Queen

You're a teaser, you turn 'em on
Leave 'em burning and then you're gone
Looking out for another, anyone will do
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance

You are the Dancing Queen, young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing Queen, feel the beat from the tambourine ohh yaaa
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
Ooo.. see that girl, watch that scene, dig in the Dancing Queen

Diggin the Dancing Queen




My Dream


In my dream there's a place without war
No more guns, no more pain, no more hurt

It's a world full of joy without sadness
People sing, people dance with all happiness

(Chorus)
Take me to my dream,
love is everything
Where there is no war
and the children sing.

Love is all around
It's the only thing
In a dream that must come true

In my dream, there's a place where it's clean
No more waste in the air and the sea.

Yes this place will be pure and healthy
You can live your life in heaven.

(Chorus)

But I know it's just a dream,
Will it ever change this life

hope one day it will turn around
into the place that I dream about

(Chorus)
In a dream that must come true




More Than A Memory

i've become tired
of wasting my time
thinkin' bout choices
that i've made
cuz i can't move forward
while looking behind
the only thing i can
thing to do now is change my way
that i use to be
cuz now it's seems
crystal clear to me

cuz you're so much more
than a memory
cuz you're so much more
than a memory

it wasn't fair
for me just to go
act like i knew waht you've been though
cuz i wasn't there
and i'll never know
couldn't see from
your point of view
but i'm doing all i can
for you to see
that i understand
that i understand

cuz you're so much more
than a memory
cuz you're so much more
than a memory
so don't close my door
on what still can be
cuz you're so much more
than a memory

please don't go
cuz i've finally know
that the past is gone
and i was wrong
and i was wrong

you're so much more
than a memory
cuz you're so much more
than a memory
so don't close the door
on still what can be
cuz you're so muhc more
than a memory

please don't go
cuz i've finally know
that the past is gone
and i was wrong

please don't go
cuz i've finally know
that the past is gone
and i knew i was wrong
and i was wrong




Same Old Brand New You

I can still remember the time
You were there when I needed to hold you, feel you
Everytime I ask you to find a new way
You lie a new way, is it gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

You said you'd change, but I'm afraid
It's something I won't live to see
It's seems so strange that sometimes fate
Can appear to be so real and yet turn out to be a fantasy

** Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promises
Same old game (you know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (you're singing that same old song)
No more lies (if you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)

*** Another night, another day, what can I say (what can I say)
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two, what can I do (what can I do)
When you're the same old brand new you

Because of you, I guess we're through
Is this the way it has to be
I've been a fool (I've been a fool)
A fool for you (a fool for you)
But I've got better things to do than let you walk all over me




I'll Be There For You


Saw you this morning, with that look in your eyes
I hate to see you looking like, you're lost and lonely
It isn't easy when you're all by yourself
Don't you worry, I hear you 'cause I know what it's like
And if you look you'll find, I got you on my mind 'cause baby
[Chorus:]
I'll be there for you
When you need sombody I'll be there for you
When you want someone who cares
When you're down and feeling blue I'll be there I'll be there for you
When you call me, I'll be there I wanna show you how good it will be
Never needed anyone the way I need you right now
You know you'll never be alone anymore
We can make it, together It's gonna be all right
And if you look you'll find, I got you on my mind 'cause baby
[Chorus]





Tôi Ru Em Ngủ

Tôi ru em ngủ, một sớm mùa đông
Em ra ngoài ruộng đồng, hỏi thăm cành lúa mới
Tôi ru em ngủ, một sớm mùa thu
Em đi trong sương mù, gọi cây lá vào mùa

Con đường thật buồn, một ngày cuối đông
Con đường mịt mù,một ngày cuối thu
Em và mùa hạ, nắm thóc trên cao
Có mùa xuân nào, ngẩn ngơ tình mới

Đi nhẹ vào đời, thầm thì gót chân
Em gọi nụ hồng, vừa tàn cuối sân
Nghe tình chợt buồn, trong lá xôn xao
Để mùa xuân sau, mua riêng tình sầu

Tôi ru em ngủ, một sớm mùa xuân
Em hôn một nụ hồng, hỏi thăm về giọt nắng
Tôi ru em ngủ, hạ cũng vừa sang
Em hôn lên tay mình, để chua xót tình nồng




Nhìn Những Mùa Thu Đi


Nhìn những mùa thu đi
em nghe sầu lên trong nắng
và lá rụng ngoài song
nghe tên mình vào quên lãng
nghe tháng ngày chết trong thu vàng

Nhìn những lần thu đi
tay trơn buồn ôm nuối tiếc
nghe gió lạnh về đêm
hai mươi sầu dâng mắt biếc
thương cho người rồi lạnh lùng riêng

Gió heo may đã về
chiều tím loang vỉa hè
và gió hôn tóc thề
rồi mùa thu bay đi
trong nắng vàng chiều nay
anh nghe buồn mình trên ấy
chiều cuối trời nhiều mây
đơn côi bàn tay quên lối
đưa em về nắng vương nhè nhẹ

Đã mấy lần thu sang
công viên chiều qua rất ngắn
chuyện chúng mình ngày xưa
anh ghi bằng nhiều thu vắng
đến thu này thì mộng nhạt phai




Ngày Xưa Hoàng Thị

Em tan trường vè, đường mưa nho nhỏ

Em tan trường về, đường mưa nho nhỏ

Ôm nghiêng tập vở, tóc dài tà áo vờn bay



Em đi dịu dàng, bờ vai em nhỏ

Chim non lề đường, nằm im dấu mỏ

Anh theo Ngọ về gót giầy lặng lẽ đường quê



Em tan trường về, anh theo Ngọ về

Chân anh nặng nề, lòng anh nức nở

Mai vào lớp học anh còn ngẩn ngơ, ngẩn ngơ



Em tan trường về, mưa bay mờ mờ

Anh trao vội vàng, chùm hoa mới nở

Ép vào cuối vở muôn thuở còn thương, còn thương



Em tan trường về, anh theo Ngọ về

Em tan trường về, anh theo Ngọ về

Môi em mỉm cười mang mang sầu đời, tình ơi



Bao nhiêu là ngày theo nhau đường dài

Trưa trưa, chiều chiều Thu Đông chẳng nhiều

Xuân qua rồi thì chia tay phượng nở sang hè



Rồi ngày qua đi, qua đi, qua đi, …



Như phai nhạt mờ đường xanh nho nhỏ

Như phai nhạt mờ, đường xanh nho nhỏ

Hôm nay tình cờ đi lại đường xưa, đường xưa



Cây xưa còn gầy nằm phơi dáng đỏ

Áo em ngày nọ phai nhạt mấy màu

Âm vang thuở nào bước nhỏ tìm nhau, tìm nhau



Xưa tan trường về, anh theo Ngọ về

Nay trên đường này đời như sóng nổi

Xóa bỏ vết người, chân người tìm nhau, tìm nhau



Ôi con đường về, ôi con đường về

Bông hoa còn đẹp lòng sao thấm mệt

Ngắt vội hoa này nhớ người thuở xưa, thuở xưa



Xưa tan trường về, anh theo Ngọ về

Xưa tan trường về, anh theo Ngọ về

Đôi chân mịt mù theo nhau bụi đỏ đường mơ



Xưa theo Ngọ về mái tóc Ngọ dài

Hôm nay đường này, cây cao hàng gầy

Đi quanh tìm hoài ai mang bụi đỏ đi rồi


--End--

--Logean's Room--​

My hell is getting worse and worse, about to the worst.

I intended to post a poem, but I don't have enough time. Really sorry...the shit I'm holding in my head won't last long and I will have to "eject" all them out through my penys one day

YOU POSTED YOUR POEMS THERE, NOT HERE, MY BIG TREE FRIEND!!!(Watch Happy Tree Friends for more information )

--End of Logean's Room--​

 

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